I was a smile, Fragile yet strong ......

I was a spec 

Chaos contained in a human soul 

Broken & flawed I lived in the infinite 

Wallowing to find that balance. 

I was a smile

Fragile yet strong 

Seeking the calm in the infinite macrocosm 

Being alive in its magic spell. 

I was a silence

Architect of my own soul

A seashell wrapped in the ocean

Churning in my own incongruities. 

I was a tear

Not afraid to let go 

Rolling from my eyes to reach the lips 

Blurting out the pain & sorrow. 

I was a pearl of sweat 

Swimming in the waves 

Sapped by the joy of this vessel’s ache

Transcending into the depths of me.

I was an idea 

Floating formless in this emptiness 

Flying with wings of love & surrender 

Soaring in the skies fearless. 

I was a petal 

Unfolding a day at a time 

Bleeding my sorrows through the blooming 

Defining myself in the colourless. 

I was a lyrical note 

Moving yet still 

Resonating with beats of anomaly 

Pulsating in the vibrations of this music called me.

I was a light 

A galaxy of fireball stars 

Raw & powerful in my own darkness 

Conflagrant from within in my fire.

I was silent witness 

Neither this it that

Yet I was the rainbow & the storm

Fierce in my halo of awareness. 

I was a pause 

Evolving to the scars of time 

Scraping & healing in my  wounds 

Living in the manifestation of the moment.

I was a nothing 

Detached yet contained 

Fragmented in this dance of life 

Yet a complete whole in the garland of love.